For the last few days I have been so out of it that I actually forgot my password to my account, hence the lack of Blogs, well, that and the fact that time here is spent at Joshua’s bedside and not at the computer. During that time I have had things running through my mindContinue reading “Old song”
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Choices
I have been hearing a lot about choices lately, they say we all have choices, and I agree for the most part. However, I would like to submit an ulterior opinion… what if sometimes we don’t have a choice? What if sometimes, the choice we are given isn’t really a choice at, but rather anContinue reading “Choices”
Unaware
I was listening to more of Mercy Me last night on the way to and from the gym, the CD (undone) is by far one of the most cathartic CDs I have listened to. It makes sense to me, I feel his pain, I understand his grief and I find relief in knowing that someoneContinue reading “Unaware”
screaming with no voice…
I wake up in a cold sweat, the room is dark and the deep breaths of Tim are playing in my ear close beside me. I lie there for a minute, trying to catch my breath, trying to get my bearings. The nightmare still plays in my mind and I am tempted to get upContinue reading “screaming with no voice…”
The heart of my son
I have to admit here that I am struggling… this blog is supposed to be about losing weight and instead it’s turning into a place to share thoughts and vent and ultimately share my dreams, hopes and failures with the nameless people who happen by this blog… or maybe no one reads this and it’sContinue reading “The heart of my son”