control – Through the Lens of Motherhood

We aren’t alone.

When everyday changes and nothing feels secure and no can give you answers it is easy to draw in, to think of yourself and be afraid, panicked even. All these feelings I have been feeling remind me of the weeks I sat in the CCCU waiting room not knowing what was going to happen withContinue reading “We aren’t alone.”

Even LIttle Details

Writing is something I have missed, somehow in the busyness I have gotten out of the habit and it actually wears on me. Here’s the thing though, Once I sit down and actually make myself think about writing it all comes to me in such a rush that I don’t know where to start, thereContinue reading “Even LIttle Details”

Background

Too often I want to be centre stage, or better yet in the directors chair of my life. I want the say, I want control, I want to be the person who says who, when, how and I want the ‘why’s’ answered. So, to be reminded once and a while that the background is whereContinue reading “Background”

Be Still

I caved to self pity the other day, I allowed it to eat me up until I was a mess of tears, frustration and discouragement and in the end I went to bed feeling hopeless, tired and angry. We have had the last two weeks off for holidays and instead of resting up for theContinue reading “Be Still”

The heart of my son

I have to admit here that I am struggling… this blog is supposed to be about losing weight and instead it’s turning into a place to share thoughts and vent and ultimately share my dreams, hopes and failures with the nameless people who happen by this blog… or maybe no one reads this and it’sContinue reading “The heart of my son”